I hope everyone out there is doing well. Week 5 for me the first time around was a big deal for me and I hope it is for all of you who are still participating in the MKE.
Lets get something straight before I regal you with more tales of wonder that this program has afforded me.
I haven’t done shit this year comparatively speaking. I haven’t made one live webinar yet, I haven’t reag OG daily as instructed, I haven’t read the Master keys and my sits with any regularity, I haven’t written down anything on my service card in 2 weeks, I do not say “Do it now” 25x twice a day, I haven’t made any adjustments to my DMP that I really need and want to. I really have failed miserably this time around thus far.
Guess what….it doesn’t matter cause today is a new day. Everyday is a new day. Each and every new day allows me the opportunity to do with it what I choose to do with it. So far this year I have chosen not to do those things or have allowed myself excuses as to why I didn’t get around to a part of it. Now that being said i have an incredible load on my shoulders and literally do not have enough time in the day to deal with all of it at times. I will not get into all the legitimate reasons I have to do the things that I have done but sometimes it just can be too much to really look at things objectively.
That being said what I learned the first time around is that this program WORKS. t is still working for me and even though I am not exactly where I want to be or doing what I want to be doing there are so many positives in my life that I am so damn grateful I think part of me is actually resistant to the idea of being able to attain all my dreams and goals. Its really rather odd especially knowing what I know but that god damned subby can really play tricks with you. Some of that concrete is just so thick and difficult to chip away. As you will all find out soon enough there is something I am pretending not to know and my calling is seemingly getting louder but I keep letting it get drowned out cause I am trying not to let someone get hurt. Problem is I am hurting myself in the process and my future self is going to be pissed if I do not do something soon.
I have done several great things for my new best friend and am on my 12th week of a physical transformation program that has completely changed how I look and feel. So much so that I could do another 12 weeks to actually get to where I would like to be now that I know I am able to do what I have done. My trainer, Stephana, who teaches her own style that she calls Yogilachi really resonates with me. I love the fact that each day I get up around 5am to work out from 530-630 and then I am done for the day. It was a colossal hurdle for me to overcome but now I enjoy it. Well not really ENJOY it but feel super accomplished so that I trick myself into believing that I love it, lol. Seriously though, after I have done it, I feel great. I have lost almost 30 lbs of fat and gained about 10 lbs of muscle and have room to do it again.
So as much as I haven’t done with MKE thus far I have done that. I have also started another business. One that was part of my original DMP which is super cool. It hasn’t taken off just yet but itis only a matter of time.
My wife and new business partner are both doing MKMMA for the first time and it is so awesome to be able to watch them progress that I relish in their journey as much if not more than mine this time around. I think I can hear a little Emerson in there somewhere.
I am a giver, always have been, always will be. No surprise then as to why I have been blessed with so much. Even when I am feeling incredibly overwhelmed and or frustrated about certain situations or circumstances it is easy for me to be grateful for my problems. Could always be worse no matter how bad you might think things are so for me its gotten lots easier of the years to learn how to appreciate everything I have. Especially the headaches as those are the times to really learn from and be able to help others out by sharing experiences or teaching those how to be more patient or forgiving. I love my life and know that I can even make it better, I just got to stop neglecting my future self and do what the man I intend to become make more decisions than the guy with all the concrete.
Until next time…….