Lasts weeks webinar didn’t quite mesh like most of the ones in the past. I have felt somewhat distant from myself this week and not quite sure why. I have had a few good sits, and keep most of my habits up. As I type this however I feel the inclination of my time left and for me it was “How many Springs do I have left” so now that Spring is upon us I feel a little overwhelmed.
Then as that comes out I remember I can control how I feel about things and I am more relaxed so I know I have gained a lot of self control over the past few months. Yet again I am still very much imperfect and then feel bad cause I could be doing more, working harder, giving more, and beat myself up a little bit.
It seems as I have not yet been able to break myself of certain cyclical actions yet being aware as it unfolds seems to be a benefit for sure. Perhaps I am still recovering from the Florida trip and all the psychological implications of that trip. I am also a little anxious about an upcoming vacation to the Dominican republic in 8 days. Yes it will be nice but I still do not love to fly and I really do not like thinking about being away from my daughter for that long.
Man I am grateful for each and every one of my problems and that is TRUTH.
Until next time…..