So the journey continues yet the weight of reality stems the flood of wondrous things that I was feeling last week. Not that anything terrible has taken place, nor am I discouraged, it just simply was more difficult and less greatness experienced each day than it was last week. Yet as I write this I realize that it has been a better week than many in my life before MKMMA so the gratitude is there and my motivation to continue is strong.
I am having trouble with the interview portion but should have something by nights end. I also struggle with the SITS. It is the one thing that I am continuously missing due to trying to make it happen at different times during the day ( I know, I know…..write it down or it won’t happen), guess that’s another struggle for me :(. Once I go sit in my garage, being still, or quiet is not difficult. The exercises can be challenging to stay focused on but when I do it the 20 mins is actually a nice experience. I have not yet read all of the Emerson essay as it has been hard for me to read it on top of all the other reading (which I have been 98% on) and reading is not a strong suite for me. I will get to it though, I promise.
During this seemingly negative blog, lol, I would like to share that my guide has released me from further modifications to my DMP. So that was an awesome accolade. I know that as I grow things will change within it and myself but the core is strong and I FEEL GOOD when I read it. That back and forth was slightly annoying at first but now that I have a solid version I understand that I couldn’t have gotten there any other way. Thanks to Justin Leader, I appreciate your input and direction.
Well, I need to get back to work but should be back to post my “press release” later but I suspect it will not be a masterpiece out of the gate. I should probably go read someone else’s to see what its like.
Until next time……