MasterkeyDiz – Week 7 Take 5

Ah, The mental diet.  So powerful yet so challenging. I think this time around I have the best grasp of what it means to guard the gate.

The first time around I was so overwhelmed with everythingmuch like the majority of people who take this course. Some things I did splendidly, some things I did half assed and some things I didn’t do at all. The mental diet was one of the latter.

It’s one of those things that requires extreme effort, diligence and consistency before it can be expected to really work. Now, like most people I have a significant amount of challenges and hurdles that make it really hard to maintain and string together 7 full days. That being said for whatever reason (actually I know the reason it’s called putting in the work) I made it 2 full days before resetting. It was actually my golf game and being negative towards myself that caused it.

I think that is a good sign because of how easy it would be to not be so serious, sense it is only a hobby.

I also recognize the past couple years of not practicing my habits or being consistent with the MKMMA program that I am in the position that I currently am in personally and professionally with the construction company. It is an excellent reminder to be hyper aware of the thoughts and feelings that can create undesirable conditions.

Even though some of the things I’m currently experiencing are not ideal I can recognize that certain things have come to fruition that I didn’t realize until starting the mental diet this week. Some things that I initially saw as negative are actually the fruits from the trees I planted in my mind years ago. The buyout, the move, the coup. All had some very negative aspects and honestly just until recently continued to cast worry and doubt on my thought process.

However now I can see the positive parts to all those, and more. In looking at my old movie poster (I am rebuilding a new one) I was initially disapointed that I hadnt acheieved most of my smart goals that were on the board that reflected my initial DMP. I haven’t acheived my ideal weight (though i am currently stronger and healthier than then), I didnt sell my shates (Rather I bought my out my partner) I dont have my 20 acre compound (Although an amazing 10 acre property with a very nice house presented itself to me but I initially allowed worry of making it work due to doubts with the business) but earning 100k a year working 1 day a week has happened, even more so. The amount of money I am able to earn without doing much work has happened! There is actually a picture of a new kitchen that I thought was going to be part of a different house but when we did the remodel recently it looks eerily similar and it just floored me when I noticed it.

My points to some of this rambling is that I am noticing, as the observer, that several things have happened almost exactly as I wanted them to but more seems to have happened slightly different than expected and only a few things haven’t happened at all or rather I should say yet.

Bottom line is I have been reminded and very excited about the fact that this stuff works.  I am seriously blessed and look forward to recharging the life that I want with unbridled enthusiasm and faith.

The stuff going on with my mom has made a great turn for the better and after 12 days of being in the hospital she has made an almost full recovery. As difficult as she is I am grateful she is still woh us.

Stay positive and guard the gate!

Until next time……..

 

 

MasterkeyDiz -week 6 Take 5

Well this is where the rubber starts to meet the road and I have slipped a little bit.

I have a press release since I’ve done this before but it needs some adjustment or I need to readjust my DMP again as a large portion of what I thought I wanted in the last couple years was a cannabis based business but after losing so much time and money trying over a year ago to make it happen I feel as though the universe either had a different idea for me or perhaps a different time period.  I need to do more sits about it.

I also have a pretty cool movie poster but its over 4 years old now and definitely needs an adjustment. I am completely blown away by what my friend Jason and his friend JC have put together as their efforts are off the hook.  It’s inspiring and a deflating at the same time because I know I am not putting forth my best effort towards the current assignments.

I thought my mom was going to die last Wednesday, so theres that. I think I had it one of my previous blogs about her manic state that’s turned very South about 2 weeks ago. I honestly think the home she is staying in drugged her with something they shouldn’t have that nearly killed her. She’s been in the hospital for a week and can at least talk and sit up. She was completely catatonic and an invalid for almost 2 full weeks and thought she may have had a stroke. Luckily she did not but she had pneumonia and abnormal kidney functions along with blown adrenals. It really affected me more than I expected and kind of took some wind out of my sails. But I know that’s today is a new day and it’s up to me to get back on track so that I can continue to manifest the world without that I really desire.

It’s funny how some things have manifested themselves completely from my DMP and that others are still out of reach as I currently see it. I need to be more mindful of the mental diet as I have allowed too many negative thoughts to get past The Guardian at the gate. It is easier said than done for me at times which tells me I need to practice more.

It really trips me out as to how thick some of this concrete is and with all of these tools and skills I still have trouble with commitment and consistent work. It truly is hard mental labor that most don’t want to go through but I am not OK with everything right now even though I am grateful for all of it.

I have allowed the past 2 years to kind of be on cruise control and need to take the wheel. The funny thing is I am still struggling with the fine details of what I really want. I do think that creative expression is a legitimate PPN even though I like to think I don’t need recognition for it but the fact that I plan events around my lilies blooming tells a different story, lol. I do think true health is one I need so that I can be able to do the other things I want but liberty rings more true.

I’m 3 months into taking a step back from my business and focusing more on the house and family stuff but feels like something else is missing. I love that I can pretty much do whatever I want but allowing stress and worry to create fear and doubt about certain things and I know thats flirting with disaster so I must persevere and stick to my habits and continue to create more possitive ones.

I missed yoga for a week due to travel but back at it tomorrow followed up by a vist to the hospital again. Hopefully mom gets out by Thursday and starts PT.

The sits and enthusiasm are still my struggles but have been really good with my other reads. Time to put things into gear.

until next time……

 

 

 

 

 

MasterkeyDiz -week 5 Take 5

So I really do like the sit exercise this week. Funny thing is my ideal place seems to be my backyard in the springtime. I mean at least a big part of it is. I have spent years planting multiple types of plants and flowers that have created a little oasis for us.

I tried to visualize my current yard up in the hills of the gorge as that is ultimately my very favorite view of all time. I also picture a big greenhouse and ginormous garden. Honestly though, if I was here for the rest of my life I would be very grateful.

I have had some continued struggles this week that stem from the construction company. We are not making enough with our residential division (technically we have lost money) so we have decided to shut it down at the end of the year. It sucks because we have to lay 3 people off that work solely in that department. Its a business decision but still hurts and feels like we failed somehow.  The truth is we grew so much over the past few years and our overhead became more than we can competitively sell for. We also dont have a “closer” that can ask for the big bucks like we used to. We tried 4 different salesmen since I bought my partner out and 2 of them stole from us and another was super shady. The one guy remaining is solid but still cant get enough money.

The good part is we have 1 job that could keep us afloat for a year by itself and we have lots of prospects in the multifamily arena. Still stressful but ultimately less liability and headaches than dealing with 50 homeowners.

I wish I could eliminate the doubt and worry that rises in my thoughts more easily. This program absolutely lays it all out to do so but it still is challenging a lot of the time. Being the 5th time around I cant help but feel that I have fallen backwards on some of my creative abilities. Last year I was so certain that the cannabis business was going to happen that when it didnt it kind of hurt my faith in the MKE and myself. I kept thinking that there was a reason it didn’t come to fruition but right now it would be such a perfect thing for me to be doing. I lost a lot of money and Zach a lot of time so the thought of forcing it too work seems counterproductive. Although as I type these words I wonder if I wanted it bad enough, I still wonder if it was going now if it is really what I want.

Its so funny how after all the reads and sits I have done I still am unsure about what I really want. I wish I would have started playing golf 30 years ago cause I could have seen myself doing that for a career.

Regardless I have been given a gift of time to figure it out. It is just the stress and worry about certain things that are blocking  my channels. I need more sits.

I did have a very positive physical today and the lowest blood pressure ever. My cholesterol is still higher than it should be but I have been doing Yoga and lifting weights pretty regularly for a few months now and can see and feel a difference. I have formed a few good habits.

I like this months scroll a lot too. Its easy for me to show my love and care for others. I have always been empathetic towards others, just not myself enough. I also have a tendency to not show as much for my wife as I should. I suppose the addage of hurting the ones we love the most rings true. 22 years is a long time to be with one person especially when its not what my younger self had imagined. Dont get me wrong cause I am very lucky and super grateful for what we have (most of the time) but she is so miserable at times it strains our relationship. Of course its a 2 way street so I have to take my share of responsibilities towards the success and failures. I can do better, I need to do better.

Most people I know would kill for my life and I am very grateful for all I have. I just know I can have and do more if I stick to the excercises and do the work. Knowledge does not apply itself but I can.

Until next time……..

 

MasterkeyDiz -week 4 Take 5

Well the last 2 weeks has been a little challenging on a few different levels but as usual it still falls on me ultimately.

Last week I actually had the flu for about 8 days culminating with a 104 degree fever last Sunday. It’s been a long time since I have been that sick and attributed it to a couple different things, primarily is not taking care of my physical self as well as I should be but more importantly not taking care of my thoughts and my emotions.

As I said in my last blog I was going through some stuff with my mother and her mental health which affected me more than I thought that it would have. I know I had a 27 streak day of not drinking and allowed myself to slip back into some old habits over the last 2 weeks which definitely did not help with my physical wellness. We have also had some significant challenges with the business and I am reminded of the fact that this too shall pass.

We have been going through so much over the past 2 years and have put out to the universe a handful of different things that are coming back to us in a different fashion than we expected. Which is the nature of things, as we do not always know the how but rather the “what” it is that we want.

We made the decision a few months ago to have my wife, Jenn, take over the day-to-day and since then there has been a lot more success with how we track and measure things. I had let things get to a point that they shouldn’t have because I was operating on autopilot from the way we used to do things, which has made us revenue but poor business decisions specifically and when it came to personnel and to spending to freelt.

What I am currently experiencing now is a reminder of  manifesting  exactly what we have asked for.

I had made multiple comments and affirmations that 2019 was going to be our rebuilding year and that even if we broke even that was a good thing because we are gonna be in such a better place in 2020. I absolutely believe that with all of my heart because that is exactly what has taken place.

We will technically have a loss for the company in 2019 but we have, weather by our choice or not, to clean house with personnel and have the unfortunate need to lay a couple other people off and shut down our residential division.

It’s sad because we have always made a lot of our decisions on feelings and not hard numbers and facts. When I was with my former business partner his greed for money was such a fuel to keep everything else going, that there was always enough to just keep moving forward, but in the last 18 months we have not performed at the level we had in the past. I didn’t expect to equate but I thought we would be able to at least keep it going with a small profit as we would be better managed.

Unfortunately the problem has been a lack of sales and a lack of good leads. As business owners we put ourselves through lots of stress and mental hardships with a purpose of a gain on the back side and our gain has not = to that of our stress. We also are not making enough profits so the decisions that we are forced to make are really not difficult taking all of those considerations.

I think for the 1st time we are truly looking at what it is we need to do to acquire the position in the industry that we want. For too long I had made the mistake of not caring as much so taking the emotion out of it I think has definitely hurt but my wife would say that we are getting exactly what we asked for.

It just doesn’t feel very good right now because of all of the clean up that has taken place and will continue to take place but as I stated earlier I knew 2019 was going to be a reset year for us and as much as it’s going to hurt some people in the company by laying them off it is going to make the company better, it’s going to make our team better and the God’s honest truth is the people that we have to lay off will ultimately be better.

We have 2 more months before the year is over and we will see where we really are at but we have a tremendous asset in our sales of multifamily, our senior project management, our estimating, our leaders and the excess that we have been throwing around is going to be tightened up which will make everybody more appreciative and more hungry moving forward, including myself.

I see this as difficult as it is as a blessing as I am grateful for everything always. I have said on more than one occasion that I am grateful for my problems and my friend Jason said that that was asking for more problems at first but then after reflection he agreed that it is an ultimate form of gratitude that I hold and that I will continue to hold because we have so much that we are blessed with even during the trials and tribulations we’ve  been going through.

We’ll no doubt be an equally stressful year as the business always has that aspect to it but we will be much more profitable and growing again with the right people in place and the right decisions being made.

This certainly was a lot of rambling but that is really what has been going on and I am grateful again for the opportunity to practice MKE and knowing how this stuff works because this is a another reason why we are making the discoveries we are making at this time and not after its potentially too late.

We have a good idea to expand an area of our business that we have not put any time into other than brief discussions but after letting go the residential portion of our company, focusing wholeheartedly on the multifamily and providing them with a maintenance and small repairs service division. Even with half the revenue that our residential was gaining we will do 10 times the profit so that we can actually see the gains of our hard work.

I often think about the things that I wish we would have done differently but each time I do I am comforted by the fact that we are exactly where we are right now because this is where we needed to be for our future selves to be where we want them to be.

As far as the daily habits even while I was sick I still did most of my reads and most of my sits my only lack is the consistency to which I choose to do the things that I do. That changes today and moving forward because I know what I want for myself and my family and I have to have those thoughts with emotion and action to get there.

until next time………..

MasterkeyDiz -week 2 Take 5

Well I broke my streak of not drinking at 27 days as we had an event on Saturday that we were a sponsor for. Didn’t necessarily warrant drinking but it  was a good excuse 😆. I was just taking a break and will be starting another stretch this week.

Ive been pretty good at all the work this week except for the sits, always the sits. If anyone is actually reading this the sits are #1 most important and the enthusiasm is #2, so do the work as instructed. I cant believe how good things are for me and i have consistently struggled with those two parts.

I sat today and it was good even though i was under the weather today.  I appreciate the fact that I get to remember this process and refine my experience. I am starting to think that my PPNs might need to change. I have perennially been Liberty and True Health but wonder if Recognition for creative expression should be one. I mean I love fliwers and cool plants and have created a wonderful back  yard butIm not sure that I care about the Recognition part. I should ask my friend Jason. Im not ready to bail on the liberty part but Im  making a great living and not hardly working currently but I know true health is critical for me as I have never achieved  my ideal physical self The older I get the more important my health becomes to me.

Life is full of surprises and as grateful as I am for everything I have it would sure be nice to have a stretch of time with little to no stress. Currently my mom has gotten manic again after 4 years of depression. Its very challenging to deal with because she transforms into a different person thats lies, steals and wont listen to reason. This time is a real problem too as she is feeble bodied from lack of exercise and has gotten a notice to vacate her adult family home. Luckily for her thay cant throw her out on the streat but makes for some very stressful situations that is left falling mostly on my shoulders.

I am reminded of how fortunate I am to be in this program again as it truly does give you the tools needed to deal with anything that comes our way. Like OG says you will eventually find yourself reacting to all situations which confront you as you were commanded in the scrolls to react.

Until next time……..

MasterkeyDiz Week 1 – Take 5

OMG, I really I’m struggling to find the words after I typed that title.

What has taken place since October of 2015 when I started this program. If you would have asked me 5 years ago where I would be in 5 years I would not have thought I would be where I am. Ironically, even though it may look a little different I can honestly say that I actually achieved about half of my DMP.

The reason I didn’t succeed on all of it was for a few reasons. One I didn’t do everything 100% as instructed and I could have and two, I don’t think my DMP was really correct because I always struggled with the enthusiasm.

I’m not going to get in too deep about all of my recent past experiences on this 1st blog because I am doing the program to completion again. So there will be plenty of time for sharing and updates.

The last 3 years I blogged a couple of times, did a few of the webinars, some of the work but more or less slipped certain parts back underneath the concrete. I have let the guardian of the gate come and go to often but am on a great stretch over the past few months and especially the past 5 weeks. I have taken a break from drinking for 24 days and counting (I love my bourbon) as I wanted to remind myself that I am in control. We also got a new puppy 😊 since we lost our last 2 years ago and my daughter is the perfect age.

Because of the power I know that this program has, that I saw in myself and in my good friends Jason and Zach, I am committed to give it my all for the next 6 months to see how much stronger I can get.

Besides I have more time on my hands, as one of the things that has unfolded recently, is that I have become a semi retired stay-at-home dad and earn enough money to only work a few hours a week. My wife has taken over the day-to-day operations of our construction company and we qualify as a woman owned business in a time where women are getting their power back more than ever.

Whoever reads this that is just starting the program, it will change everything in your life if you do it as instructed, PERIOD! Do it now

Until next time………

Master Key Week 7 – Take Four?!?

WTF?!? Did i just type that title? Where has the time gone? Why hasn’t my DMP been completely fulfilled? What is wrong with this course? What is wrong with me?

Well the answer is simple. Concrete is THICK and hard to chisel away at times. However, when you do the work, the hard mental labor that most are not willing to do, it will happen. It cannot NOT happen. I mean like any good diet or workout program, if you DO THE WORK, you will lose weight and get stronger, PERIOD.

I just read my last post from January (yes shame on me for being so long ago) and HO LEE FUK. I cannot even tell you how many things have transpired since then, so I will hit the highlights.

We had just moved into our office at that time and were not even close to being settled. Barely are now. Anyway the first few months was a lengthy and very expensive back and forth BS to come to an agreement for the company buyout. I wont get into the details but I made several serious concessions trying to make it work. Or at least the ones i thought would make it work. We signed at end of May but set it at 1/1/18 for a clean slate. I was trying to keep him on (since he is a world class salesman) to entice him financially and secure our first year as a single owner company. Only thing is that he broke the agreement within 5 months. He passed on so many leads, disparaged us and worst of all tried getting a salesman that we just hired to go work for his other company. Not only that, it changed our friendship forever. Was a long time coming, I put up with so much shit for so long it was ridiculous. Regardless he got the buyout money but I do not have to pay him any commissions cause he never hit his mark.

For the longest time I was conditioned by him to believe I could never make it without him. That he was so great at what he did that he could just hire people to do the stuff he doesn’t know how, or care to learn to do. Truth is, we could never make it with him after the buyout. Once my wife and I started going out an introducing ourselves to vendors, potential clients, competitors, etc.. we learned quickly that he had wronged several people and made a bad name for himself, and the company, specifically with professional women. My wife and I started calling it the “apology tour” as we were letting people know he was no longer an owner. Its amazing how much shit comes out of the woodwork when people feel comfortable. Again, I will leave out the details here but suffice it to say I am shocked we never got sued and didn’t lose the company.

In the midst of all this turmoil I was slightly concerned about how we were going to make it. I was completely off the MKE train and slipped back into some old blueprint thinking and habits. But I had apparently learned enough and planted enough seeds that things were presenting themselves that were rather unexpected. First a random salesman named Mark walked into our office one day looking for a different company to sell for. He was glad that he found us instead, as were we. I didn’t have a lot of faith at first but he has really come along way in the past few months. We also had another salesman (the one my former partner tried to poach) that appeared out of the blue after a 2 year hiatus that used to work for us. Tremendous salesman but over promises and doesn’t quite ask for the right amount of money. We have high hopes for him but will have to keep a tight leash on him.

Meanwhile I am waiting diligently for the cannabis producer/processor license to come through but there was a holdup with the WSLCB and they never told me. Back in January I was all cleared and was told at that time by them and the sellers it should happen anytime. Well I am so above board that I din’t want to risk anything so I paid for Insurance, lease, and utilities for the next 6 months, always waiting, being told “We gave them everything they asked for”. In February my partner and I went to tour a facility in AZ that was ran by some guy we met at the Cannacon last November. It was the most incredible thing I ever saw and instantly realized the level to which some people are taking this industry. After March came and went I told the sellers that I couldn’t continue to pay $4k a month without seeing any return. We agreed that they were going to “hire” my partner to run the operations so when the deal transferred over it would be truly turn key. Well that obviously created more expenses so the $4k went to $8k for the next few months but he was starting to produce some very good stuff. Problem was we couldn’t sell it cause we didn’t have the license. I am pretty sure some shady shit went down so I was going to maintain plausible deniability by removing myself from any more payments but was so convinced that because my partner and I were both very into MKE (his first year) that one more month and it will happen. Well sadly he lost out on 10 months of work and progress and I lost out on about $30k after it was all done and said. In the end the sellers were under investigation but never disclosed that to us, nor did the State. Very disappointing to say the least. Rather heartbreaking. Utterly cause it seemed to be the perfect scenario.

Funny though how things transpire. Being an observer to the best of my ability through all this I was amazingly able to maintain unbelievable calmness and forgiveness. A lot of the stuff I had worked on over the previous few years with MKMMA and therapy a ton of GOOD STUFF seeped into that mysterious source that never sleeps.

Sometimes we are tested to see how badly we really want something. Is it AUTHENTIC or is it an idea of what we wish it to be? We change as we grow older, through necessity or desire. Unforeseen circumstances or simple maturity. I am not saying that I do not want to be in that industry but the YEARNING DESIRE currently isn’t there. Has my DMP been so off all along, or have I changed? What is it that I really want? I am still trying to figure out, rather hone in on the specifics so I can laser focus and achieve my dreams. What are my dreams?  know I want to spend as much time teaching my nearly 6 year old daughter everything that I can while playing as much golf as possible, lol. I wish i picked up a club 35 years ago and got the taste I have now. Only been playing consistently with training and practice for 3 years and might have 100 total rounds under my belt over the past 15 years when I tried for the first time.

I digress. What I have learned about the portion I have laid out above (and yes there is much, much more that has gone on) and all the very negative circumstances and situations that has accompanied all of it there has been an understanding, a recognition that subby (or the universe) go the WAY you think that it will go. It truly is the WHAT and not the HOW that we need to stay committed to. Plant the seeds, care for them and trust that what you sow is what you will reap. It will be OK even if you forget you planted some cause they can still grow off the food and water from the seeds you are actually expecting to germinate and grow.

Back to some very positive info regarding my construction company. Right when everything with my partner was looking like it was going south and not going to work out for us we got an Angel dropped in our lap. Now that may be over selling it a bit but I am completely serious about how this wonderful, smart and fired up young woman came to meet Jenn and I on our “apology tour” and after a 4 hour “interview’ turned into a wonderful relationship between her and us. She is kicking down every door my former partner closed and helping us re brand our name without all the nonsense. She has only been with us for 3 full months but has already bridged gaps and laid new pathways for past and new business relationships.

The universe works in mysterious ways and although I know that I have the ability to achieve my DMP in life it still amazes me how things actually play out in the world without. I may not have done this program to its fullest ever, especially after year one. BUT what I have been able to overcome, and the attitude of gratitude I can possess even in the face of theft, deceit, subversion and outright intent on someone bringing us down is nothing short of miraculous. I am not even referring to my former business partner either.

I got lots more to share but going to try and break it up so this already long post isn’t a wall of text. Bottom line is if you are reading this and having any struggles with this course or question its power, DON’T! This is the greatest course of its kind ever assembled and if you do the work you will absolutely succeed and get whatever you want. Just know that it can come differently that expected and be OK with that.

Until next time…………….

Master Key Week -11 thru 15??? – Take Three

Ok, I suck.

Well not really but I am not doing the program as instructed and I just need to be ok with it.

I really only feel a little bad because it is such a bad-ass system but I am going through a lot currently so I wish I could express more frequently in greater detail all the great stuff I am doing. Its been so long since I blogged I cannot remember exactly where things were at but the bottom line is I am knee deep in the middle of living what I began to manifest 2 years ago when I really did participate to the fullest.

Typical me to beat myself up over the things I do not do well but somehow neglect to recognize or give myself credit due for the things I am exceptional at. I have a lot to offer and I think that is where I dig at myself the most for not allowing myself to be ok with how I am utilizing the MKE. Which in itself is silly cause the whole point of the program is to live my authentic life. However as I type those words it is apparent that I feel the way I do because my subby knows I am not living my authentic life.

As an observer I realize that I am on a path to that authentic self and that there is work to be done, for myself and those I love around me.

I am so close o achieving several goals that I sometimes forget I am actually doing so incredibly well with the life I have been given and I know that as soon as a few more things are behind me the light is gonna come ripping through.

Kindness, this week has always been my favorite as a typical american man it has often been difficult to express my truest feelings for my fellow man but this week seems to allow me to set that aside and really show others around me, strangers or friends, that it doesn’t take much to make people feel loved, respected and appreciated by showing Kindness in many different ways.

Until next time…….

Master Key Weeks 8 & 9 – Take Three

Holy cow what a ride.

This is going to be shorter than most because I have so many irons in the fire it is a tad overwhelming. You may have gathered that by another 2 week blog since I cannot get my shit together, lol.

I am submitting documents to the WSLCB for the cannabis license and hopefully have collected enough information for them to ensure as easy of a transition as possible. I know I look great on paper and haven’t had any legal issues in almost 23 years. There is still a mountain of stuff to do with this though. Need logo completed, genetics acquired, pay rent and utilities that cannot even be used yet but there is probably another 6 weeks before I take ownership.

My partner and I in the construction company are nearly at total agreement for me buying him out which has been a lengthy project.

The property we were looking to purchase for the construction company has agreed to give us a 2 year lease with an option to buy after 1 year so that actually works out better for us with the buyout looming in the foreground but we need to be out before Christmas so another layer of pressure for certain as moving an entire office takes a lot of coordination.

My mom is currently in a shitty Adult foster care home but there is really no where else for her to go currently and I do not have any time to help her right now anyway.

We had to put our 16 year old dog down recently which was the last of our family pets and even though it was the right thing to to at the right time it is never easy to see a family member go.

We visited family in Mesa for Thanksgiving which was really nice but got to start planning for Christmas and my daughters 5th birthday on January 3rd.

Lots to be grateful for.

Until next time…….

Master Key Week 6 & 7 – Take Three

Ha ha,

 

Well good thing I am a lifetime member and not on a scholarship cause I wouldn’t still be here.

It is so funny that I know how good this program is that I still choose not to do certain aspects of it this time around. I say choose cause it is a choice but sometimes, there is just too much going on that it is easier to just unplug from the tasks even when I know what I should do I just don’t feel like it. However that is OK cause I am living by my authentic self and making things happen none the less.

These past 2 weeks have been an absolute roller coaster as far as making ground on purchasing my company from my partner. That has been the pressing thing other than purchasing the property for the company but have made the decision to let the loan diligence period expire instead of getting an extension. Trying to do both those things at once was feeling very forced and poor timing, especially when I am also 90% through buying the cannabis business. My wife left the company because she cannot stand my partner and that has created a void with the team that I just cannot fill so she must return but that comes only with the buyout, hence the ups and downs.

As I state often I am grateful for my problems and look forward to the adventure that is in front of me. The buyout will go well. We are moving locations back to Vancouver even though its not a purchase it is still a fresh start. I will pass my vetting process for the cannabusiness. I will continue to make healthy eating choices and exercise regularly. I will be able to travel often. I will get better a golf. I will have more free time to spend with my wife and daughter.

Taping into the universal mind and being able to visualize what we want is so important. Just as keeping out the negative thoughts with the mental diet. Knowing that we can obtain anything we want out of life can be so hard to comprehend or believe without experiencing it but that is what is so great about MKE. If you do everything as instructed you will understand how it all works and through practice you will be able to do/have/be anything you want. This is coming from someone who doesn’t even do everything as I should but because I did the first time around so this year as was the last is just constant reassurance because i am still accomplishing my DMP and finding more strength from within to keep moving forward until I accomplish all of my goals in life.

Do more sits, be more enthusiastic, give with love is where all the really powerful experiences will derive from. I love how challenging things are because it makes the rewards that much more wonderful and teaches us not to give up. Ever

Until next time……..